Hi there...

     Where did the last year go? Seriously, I swear  I JUST had a birthday and now its here again?  Ugh...I made resolutions this time last year, plans to change those habits, improve this, and learn that.  There were changes, improvments, and lessons learned, but not many of them were actually planned.   This is a good thing, I  mean you can insert your own cliche here, but life happens when you're busy making plans and the changes I've made over this past year have both terrified and impressed the hell out of me.

     I've learned that I can roll with it (Thank you OrdinaryGirl) .  Just roll with it.  Do what I can when I can, but I will not let it control me.  I've learned that I will never be too old to have a sense of wonder.  I am a mushbag and proud of it.  I've learned it is what it is and that's alright.  I've learned to think about myself, and not just for myself. 

     I've changed my perspective and priorities.  I am the most important person in my life.  

     I've improved my mental and emotional state. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger right? 

     I accomplished these things not because I made a list, and not beccause I made promises on a certain day at a specific time.  I accomplished these things because my time of dwelling on things I can't change is done and worrying myself sick about things I can't control is counterproductive to forward motion. So I'm going to roll with it, go with the flow, see where it takes me. No resoulutions, no lists of goals on a piece of paper that will end up getting lost or not completed. If I need to make a change in my life or within myself, I'm not going to consult a list of resolutions and that was written because I felt obligated to pick apart who I am or thinking I'm not good enough  or because society says its expected at this time of year.  I am going to accomplish things this year.  Be spontaneous, be the change I want to see (Thank you Dali Lama) and not because its that time of year and is expected but because its the right time for that moment to become reality and change me and my life for the better. 

     Like fine wine, I get better with age but its up to me to refine that vintage.  I'm going to grab life by the biscuits, and cross a few more things off my list of things to do before I die.

     So my friends, grab some biscuits and do at lest one thing that scares you.  Its a good thing. 

     That Is All...